“I feel like the flowers in this vase.
He just brought them home one day, ‘ain’t they beautiful!’ he said.
They’ve been here in the kitchen and the water’s turning gray.
They’re sitting in a vase, but now they’re dead. Dead Flowers.”
I simply love this song. <3
Sad, and short but awesome.
by Jerrod Niemann
Why’d you call me today with nothing new to say?
You pretend it’s just hello, but you know what it does to me to see your number on the phone.
Now tell me, what do you want? What do you want? What do you want from me?
Are you tryin’ to bring back the tears or just the memories?
You keep takin’ me back, takin’ me back where I’ve already been.
When we hang up it’s like I’m losing you again.
Can’t you see? So what do you want, what do you want from me?
I get so tired of living like this.
I don’t have the time, neither do my friends,
To stay up at night, to pull me through,
And to find the things to keep my mind off of you.
So, now tell me, what do you want? What do you want? What do you want from me?
Did you call to say you’ve find someone and I’m a used- to- be.
You keep takin’ me back, takin’ me back where I’ve already been.
If you’ve moved on why does it feel like I’m losing you again?
Can’t you see? So what do you want? What do you want from me?
What do you want me to say?
That I’m content? That I’m on the fence? That I wish you would’ve stayed?
Oh baby what do you want, what do you want, what do you want from me?
To come here and make love tonight cause you’re feelin’ lonely.
You keep takin’ me back, takin’ me back where I’ve already been.
When we wake up and say goodbye it’s like I’m losing you again.
Can’t you see? So what do you want, what do you want from me?
What do you want, what do you want from me?
So, as I mentioned about a week ago I took a big step and invited an old friend out to lunch. Lunch was awesome, we had tons of fun. We probably haven’t hung out (except one other lunch) in three years.
The other day I was going through a huge box I have will all my birthday cards, valentines, school dance pictures, presents and other keepsakes. I found tons of stuff from this friend. I took a HUGE step and I mean huge. I’m definitely a proud person and am pretty damn good at holding a grudge. And I still do not consider out falling out, my fault. I won’t go into the details, because I’m sure no one cares. But I took a huge step and said, you know… I’m sorry we ever fought. And she says….
Thank you.
Thank you? Really? After 3 years of hardly talking you can’t bring yourself to say I’m sorry too?
I immediately regret apologizing, but the damage is done.